The sky is grey and the light is far.
The sea is a rage within my heart.
I turn my sight to the crashing waves.
I cry in the night just to be saved.
Cause I need eyes to be my guide.
I need a voice that's louder than mine.
I need hope and I need You.
Cause I can't do this alone.
Grace I call Your name.
Oh won't Your smile fall over me.
I'm cracked and dry on hands and knees.
Oh sweet grace rain down on me.

I need You grace.
I pray for dawn a new day to live.
I pray for mercy only Jesus gives.
Though darkness falls and a million cry.
I believe over all there's a greater light shining for us.

I enjoy the meaning behind the song, and the way it sounds, but I'm not much of a fan of the YouTube video.

Phil Wickham -- Grace

And waiting

I am still waiting on job information, and I have the feeling it might be next week now before I know anything about it. I know it is all in God's timing. Please continue to pray for my job situation and also my teaching license. My license has been pending for about two weeks now, and it would be great if it would become active soon.

Also, I haven't been feeling well for the past few days, so hopefully I will get past my sinus ick over the long weekend.

Hope all of you have had a blessed week. ;)

Still waiting

No news yet on the job front, but I did have the opportunity to get another training out of the way today. I've been pleased to network with some other teachers as I have subbed & trained. If anything this helps me know a few more people before I leap head first into my own classroom. ;)

Keep praying! God is in control.

Prayer Request

"Bee still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10

Please keep me in prayer. I am hoping to hear back about a potential pre-k job that I interviewed for last week. I will possibly hear something tomorrow or Tuesday. For everything to fall in to place my teaching license needs to go from pending to active. To God be the Glory for whatever happens this week. ;)

Perfect words for an imperfect time

I never ceased to be amazed at God's perfect timing. As much as I try to remember it when dealing with the unknown, I often fail. Today his timing came for me through the way of my devotional. I'm in a stage of my life where I'm dealing with a lot of disappointment and uncertainty. As blessed as I certainly am, there are some big "What if" questions in my life including my career and when God will bless us by allowing our family to grow. I'm trying my best to put my trust in Him, but I find the human part of me getting in the way. He sent me a perfect message today to remind me of why I feel like I do right now. It mentions situations totally beyond my ability to handle them. I have many of those that I have been playing tug-of-war with God over the past few months. I really am in a position now where I have no control over what is going to happen next. It amazes me how perfect these words are for me today.

The devotional comes from Jesus Calling: Enjoying Peace in His Presence by Sarah Young. It is written as if God is speaking to us directly, and I highly recommend it to anyone who needs a short one page devotional to refer to each day. I was blessed to receive this copy from my mother, and I have not only used it for myself but also shared it on occasion with the youth that I work with. (I do not claim to own this material. All rights belong to the author & publisher.)

August 18

EXPECT TO ENCOUNTER ADVERSITY in your life, remembering that you live in a deeply fallen world. Stop trying to find a way that circumvents difficulties. The main problem with an easy life is that it masks your need for Me. When you became a Christian, I infused My very Life into you, empowering you to live on a supernatural plane by depending on Me.

Anticipate coming face to face with impossibilities; situations totally beyond your ability to handle. This awareness of your inadequacy is not something you should try to evade. It is precisely where I want you--the best place to encounter Me in My Glory and Power. When you see armies of problems marching toward you, cry out to Me! Allow Me to fight for you. Watch Me working on your behalf, as you rest in the shadow of My Almighty Presence.

Revelation 19:1; Psalm 91:1

I hope these words bless you today as much as they have blessed me.

From then...to now. Oh, how she grows.

With the exception of the first picture below (that I took), the rest of the pictures below are from my mother-in-law's camera. She got a digital camera back at Christmas, and since she's not very computer savvy, all of her pictures since Christmas just got developed at Wal-Mart. I borrowed the disks from her to get some pictures that I knew Josh & I would enjoy. I'll post a few of them over time.

I noticed as I flipped through the pictures how much Christianna has grown. I had forgotten how small she was!

November 2010 (less than a week old)

Christmas 2010
January 2011 (I had the special opportunity to feed her the first bottle she ever had. (Mom & Dad were out celebrating their anniversary.)
Valentine's 2011
Spring 2011 (Sleeping on Papaw's hand) So cute!
Summer 2011
A few weekends ago.
Oh, how she grows. I'm looking forward to Josh & I having our own children one day. For some reason, Jud & Jenny won't let me take this one. lol.

Cute craft

The lion puppet pictured above came from one of the kits pictured below.

I found them at Hobby Lobby the other day, and I thought that they were just too cute. They are super simple to make. The felt (hand-sized) puppets come with pre-punched holes that you "sew" with the floss & needle provided. As you can tell from the lion, I went with a slightly different stitch than pictured. I thought it might hold up better. I then took the pre-cut pieces & glued them on with tacky glue and let them sit over night.

Honestly, crafty people, such as myself, could probably look at the pictures and make their own patterns for felt, but for only $4.99 for four puppets, and all of the patterning, cutting, and hole punching work already done for me, I really didn't mind paying the price. Also, if you use one of the 40% coupons found online most weeks, then you could get it cheaper if it is not already on sale. I plan to use mine in a dramatic play center one day or for story sacks.

So, for those of you reading my blog who have small children. This might be a craft you would like! ;)